[ti:emily's first communion]
[ar:hotelbooks]
[al:]
[00:16.99]I watched the sun set in your eyes for the last time.
[00:24.47]I thought you died that night.
[00:31.15]You called me to tell me you wouldn’t survive.
[00:40.10]I heard the wind blowing through your hair.
[00:51.34]I would’ve given anything to be there.
[00:56.89]I could have sworn that I was.
[01:02.28]It’s not that I want to die, I just want to disappear.
[01:23.39]Do you think that I still dream of you or long for the warmth that your body would provide?
[01:38.06]Winter has never felt like it lasted for so long,
[01:45.61]but I’ve grown used to the cold,
[01:49.16]and I know that you see there’s no warmth where you are.
[01:53.23]So I embrace the parts of myself that I long to change.
[02:01.37]Is this the face that you were waiting to see?
[02:06.96]I embrace the parts that I hate because they remind me of when we were nearly the same.
[02:09.58]Find me where eyes are afraid to meet,
[02:13.42]where held hands can cripple fingers.
[02:17.03]That’s how strong our love could be.
[02:20.41]But I’m still so scared.
[02:24.11]I am so scared by the things I cannot see.
[02:30.78]Like the simple idea I don’t keep you up at night with a smile tickling of your m
[02:44.81]Share my collapse, there’s enough weight here to bury us both.
[02:51.65]It’s just another dream.