i should be happy i’ve got everything i want i got my friends and family and a boyfriend it could be chemical i guess it could be something that my mother did to me didn’t do i put myself into difficult situations i put myself into difficult situations all the time i don’t know why (4x) i should not follow my intuition i should not listen but i’m on a mission to put myself into difficult situations i put myself into difficult situations all the time and i don’t know why i don’t know why don’t know why (2x) (put myself into difficult situations i put myself into difficult situations all the time)