[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [00:04.96]I try to stop all these [00:07.10]Gay thoughts and feelings [00:09.39]I don't know where they come from [00:13.53]Oh all of these gay thoughts [00:15.84]I've had trouble concealing [00:18.32]Since I was fairly young [00:22.46]I tell them I love you [00:25.69]I don't want to lose you [00:27.55]But they don't mind [00:31.64]I hardly believe me [00:34.18]I always deceive me [00:36.37]Time after time [00:40.76]Part of it's nature [00:43.05]The other part seems darker [00:45.49]Don't know what to blame it on [00:49.53]Try to control my behavior [00:51.87]But this is so much harder [00:54.51]When I'm far away from home [00:58.39]I tell them I love you [01:01.03]I don't want to lose you [01:03.27]But they don't mind [01:07.36]I hardly believe me [01:10.00]I always deceive me [01:12.09]Time after time [01:34.25]Gay thoughts again [01:36.59]They fill with every drink [01:38.63]Gay thoughts again [01:41.01]Consuming everything [01:43.15]Gay thoughts are mine [01:45.44]But they don't feel like me [01:47.68]These thoughts are somebody [01:50.29]That I don't wanna be [01:52.09]I tell them I love you [01:54.73]I don't want to lose you [01:56.82]But they don't mind [02:00.85]I hardly believe me [02:03.54]I always deceive me [02:05.58]Time after time [02:32.12]I try to stop all these [02:34.47]Gay thoughts and feelings [02:36.76]I don't know where they come from [02:40.64]Oh all of these gay thoughts [02:43.58]I've had trouble concealing [02:45.92]Since I was fairly young [02:49.51]I tell them I love you [02:52.00]I don't want to lose you [02:54.24]But they don't mind [02:58.53]I hardly believe me [03:00.52]I always deceive me [03:02.96]Time after time