There are so many ways to say it I'll give honesty a chance. I do remember this day. This particular day when I made this choice. It's so clear in my head that it erases almost all my memories left. This choice, no doubt I'll make it once more. Sometimes, you may follow your guts, the beat of your heart craving for blood. But you know it, don’t you? I cared for myself. Not because I had to but because it's what defines me as a human being. I've made up so many stories about this moment that I could write books with it. Million pages of lies. But I do remember this day. I've never wanted to live like this Die like this, think live this Neither did I want to tell you these kind of pure non-sense. I've always hoped of a better way to experience happiness This is the end, I can feel it so close It's like a relief after what I've done To you, to us, to everybody like this. What if I rose and broke the cycle Would I find my way home again? What if I stopped avoiding my reflection Would I picture myself in a shiny armor? What if I stood up against the vulture Would I sleep in the undergrowth? What if I climbed to the nearest hill Would I build an safe nest for my kind? What if I rose and broke the cycle Would I find my way home again? What if I stopped avoiding my reflection Would I picture myself in a shiny armor? What if I stood up against the vulture Would I sleep in the undergrowth? What if I climbed to the nearest hill Would I build an safe nest for my kind? What if I rose and broke the cycle Would I find my way home again? What if I stopped avoiding my reflection Would I picture myself in a shiny armor? Years of hiding are over. Days of running are over. Years of lying are over. Days of begging are over. Today I surrender. Surrender. Today I surrender. Today I surrender. Today I surrender. Today I surrender. Surrender. Surrender.