[00:29.22]There are so many ways to say it
[00:32.36]I'll give honesty a chance.
[00:35.32]I do remember this day.
[00:37.72]This particular day when I made this choice.
[00:41.78]It's so clear in my head
[00:43.32]that it erases almost all my memories left.
[00:47.05]This choice, no doubt I'll make it once more.
[00:51.43]Sometimes, you may follow your guts,
[00:54.57]the beat of your heart craving for blood.
[00:57.72]But you know it, don’t you?
[01:00.76]I cared for myself.
[01:02.86]Not because I had to
[01:03.95]but because it's what defines me as a human being.
[01:08.17]I've made up so many stories about this moment
[01:10.91]that I could write books with it.
[01:12.89]Million pages of lies.
[01:16.81]But I do remember this day.
[01:18.79]
[03:09.58]I've never wanted to live like this
[03:12.00]Die like this, think live this
[03:14.85]Neither did I want to tell you
[03:16.07]these kind of pure non-sense.
[03:18.25]I've always hoped of a better way
[03:19.62]to experience happiness
[03:21.66]This is the end, I can feel it so close
[03:24.55]It's like a relief after what I've done
[03:27.00]To you, to us, to everybody like this.
[03:29.88]
[04:27.03]What if I rose and broke the cycle
[04:30.67]Would I find my way home again?
[04:33.46]What if I stopped avoiding my reflection
[04:36.44]Would I picture myself in a shiny armor?
[04:39.40]What if I stood up against the vulture
[04:42.50]Would I sleep in the undergrowth?
[04:45.27]What if I climbed to the nearest hill
[04:48.36]Would I build an safe nest for my kind?
[04:51.28]What if I rose and broke the cycle
[04:54.60]Would I find my way home again?
[04:57.57]What if I stopped avoiding my reflection
[05:00.51]Would I picture myself in a shiny armor?
[05:03.50]What if I stood up against the vulture
[05:06.49]Would I sleep in the undergrowth?
[05:09.44]What if I climbed to the nearest hill
[05:12.21]Would I build an safe nest for my kind?
[05:13.01]What if I rose and broke the cycle
[05:17.01]Would I find my way home again?
[05:19.09]What if I stopped avoiding my reflection
[05:22.30]Would I picture myself in a shiny armor?
[05:24.01]
[05:39.23]Years of hiding are over.
[05:53.84]Days of running are over.
[06:07.14]Years of lying are over.
[06:20.43]Days of begging are over.
[06:30.45]Today I surrender.
[06:38.67]Surrender.
[06:46.94]Today I surrender.
[07:07.14]Today I surrender.
[07:19.30]Today I surrender.
[07:32.05]Today I surrender.
[07:42.04]Surrender.
[07:52.20]Surrender.
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