[00:12.159]Grief... [00:23.595]Has... [00:36.421]Consumed... [00:38.434]My just lost... [00:44.699]In days when I thought I wouldn't last... [00:59.018]Not without you... [01:10.818]at least... [01:14.964]My nights are filled with painful memories... [01:26.371]The paintings you gave me... [01:36.355]Hanging on my wall which has now turned into lacerations on my body... [01:53.644]But you don't care... [02:00.291]I know you don't... [02:12.325]Fully focused on... [02:25.068]Forgetting me... [02:28.228]When you were here I already felt forgotten... [02:39.816]Now I lie in bed... [02:48.350]Not wanting to move... [03:00.937]Not wanting to breathe... [03:05.967]Life has become... [03:18.615]something of misery... [03:24.890]Hope has vanished within my heart... [03:36.863]I don't feel a reason to see the sunrise again... [03:48.936]I don't feel a reason to see the sunrise... [04:06.155]Again... [04:24.964]Not without you... [04:37.121]What's the point in even existing... [04:49.274]If I can't exist with you... [05:01.333]You, you gave me paintings... [05:23.036]You just filled with painful memories...