Looking back I still have so many questions

So many things unanswered

Like what did I do

What could I do

Was there ever a moment you cared

Was I always ugly and abandoned

Remembering all the times you wished me harm

You wished me dead

How could I have changed to make it better

And would I

Would I

Why

I still feel so much hate inside of me

Seems like you were just waiting for me to fail

I'm sorry I can't forgive you

Do you blame me

You never forgave me

I've tried to grow from this

Every day is a new challenge
Because with you there's just no winning

Like it or not I'm still a part of you
And you're still a part of me

Like it or not you're still a part of me

Yah

So this is how it ends

All the tears all the blood

It's all been for nothing

As the candle dwindles and flickers out