Waking up in suffering
same as I was yesterday
Cold breath speaks kindly
tells me to go back to sleep
Words that no one hears
pass through paralyzed
Invisions of darkness
I close my eyes
I lay my head down to rest but sleep never comes
Love evades every thought and pills nullify my restless mind
And I hate myself but I couldn’t hate you
Even if I tried, even if I tried, even if I tried
Love evades every thought and pills nullify my restless mind
And I hate myself but I couldn’t hate you
Even if I tried, even if I tried, even if I tried
Hiding in my purest failure I attempt to understand
Why hate and love seem so different but are one and the same
Falling out of grace
I know it'll never change
Even if I tried, even if I tried, even if I tried
Hiding in my purest failure I attempt to understand
Why hate and love seem so different but are one and the same
Love evades every thought and pills nullify my restless mind
And I hate myself but I couldn’t hate you
Even if I tried, even if I tried, even if I tried
Love evades every thought and pills nullify my restless mind
And I hate myself but I couldn’t hate you
Even if I tried, even if I tried, even if I tried
Love evades every thought and pills nullify my restless mind
And I hate myself but I couldn’t