[00:00.00] You're laying here with a beds eye view of a body  that no longer belongs to you,
[00:11.79]You're scared that the past 3 haven't lived past their 60's  and if you break the trend,
[00:17.79]You'll just end up  like the old folks at Roland  and 3939,
[00:26.61]You're scared  because you're an army brat of a man  who died  before his time.
[00:53.73]I miss those summers, that grill smell, home cooked meals, take me back,
[01:04.29]Sleeping like a log, healing so fast,
[01:11.25]But losing you, I learned  to lose my youth, lose my spirit, and now I can't hear it  anymore,
[01:34.50]And I guess that's life
[01:40.23]Back then  our body parts  stayed in place,
[01:51.81]We kept up with our own  hearts,
[01:59.01]It was so easy  to temper the sting,
[02:04.20]Just be fixed  by a quick dip back in  some  old neighbor's swimming pool
[02:23.22]Now I'm just worn out, and I’ll ache like this forever I think,
[02:35.73]These shoddy drapes  refuse to keep the cold out
[02:41.28]And this damn body  can't keep the warmth in,
[02:52.59]I'm watching my hairline recede, I'm drinking fatigue, I'm fighting  heredity
[03:01.53]I  see less  of who I love the most, time's getting away,
[03:09.57]And we're so slow  to say how fast it goes,
[03:17.64]I'm just looking for  what's coming, what's built in the blood
[03:34.02]But I’ve  never been  that sure of anything anyway
[03:58.62]And I don't want to heal, I'm just about the perfect amount to look how I feel
[04:09.63]And I think about you laying there, waiting for her  to get back,
[04:20.73]I think about your last 3 breaths  and  I wonder if you knew,
[04:43.38]I think about letting you  go
[04:50.28]And I guess  that's  life.