[ti:Ill Mind Of Hopsin 6]
[ar:Hopsin]
[al:Ill Mind Of Hopsin 6]
[00:30.46]I remember the first time you overdosed
[00:32.72]A fucking overload on meth, paramedics saved your ass, you was close to ghost
[00:36.70]You never did know which road to go
[00:38.69]It’s like you rode the boat and sailed away and hoped to hit the golden coast
[00:41.96]But you sank like the Titanic
[00:43.96]The incident, it left your life damaged, and that’s when I panicked
[00:47.12]You thought you had it locked,
[00:48.15]well you ain’t on the right planet
[00:49.70]If you’re trying to live your life right, plan it
[00:51.80]It’s like your mind vanished, you don’t even know that
[00:54.11]I wish that we could go back,
[00:55.01]cause it’s so sad when I tell jokes and you don’t laugh
[00:57.08]Like you used to, I really hate to stress it, but you strange to mess with
[01:00.01]So I keep my distance, cause you always got this blank expression
[01:02.83]Like you’re confused and unaware of your surroundings
[01:05.06]Emotions have gone and no one’s found it,
[01:06.95]it’s overwhelming
[01:07.95]Your momma told you that drugs are bad
[01:09.92]But you ain’t listen ’til the fire burned your ass,
[01:12.09]now you understand
[01:13.43]Now you always look like you don’t know me
[01:17.41]And I’m mad at the world cause the meth took away my homie
[01:21.15](Give me back my homie, please come home)
[01:23.88]I just wanna chill on the neighborhood block like we used to
[01:27.85](Where’d you go?)
[01:29.18]I never would’ve thought my best friend would be gone in the future
[01:33.47]But I was wrong
[01:34.15]I should’ve stopped you when I had the chance to do so
[01:36.45]But back then I had felt like that was too bold
[01:38.26]You started hanging with new folks,
[01:39.71]and made the drug environment your new home
[01:41.58]This world is too cold, could I have prevented this?
[01:43.46]Who knows?
[01:44.47]They convinced you that this shit was cool and hip to do
[01:46.92]Saying it would lift your mood and make you feel invincible
[01:49.54]So you started skipping school,
[01:50.88]hanging with these wicked dudes
[01:52.18]Unaware that when you got older you played a bigger fool
[01:54.99]And it’s pitiful, where the fuck they at now?
[01:57.34]In they mid-20s passed out inside of a crack house
[01:59.69]Back when you met them I had doubts, they put you on the bad route
[02:02.37]And when you needed they help to pick you up,
[02:03.96]they fucking backed out
[02:05.32]They fucking got you, I can’t lie
[02:07.47]But now your brain’s fried
[02:08.40]and you don’t even act like you’re the same guy
[02:10.47]Your momma told you that drugs are bad
[02:12.63]But you ain’t listen ’til the fire burned your ass,
[02:14.78]now you understand
[02:16.06]Now you always look like you don’t know me
[02:20.53]And I’m mad at the world cause the meth took away my homie
[02:23.84](Give me back my homie, please come home)
[02:26.46]I just wanna chill on the neighborhood block like we used to
[02:30.40](Where’d you go?)
[02:31.76]I never would’ve thought my best friend would be gone in the future
[02:35.91]But I was wrong
[02:37.03]I ain’t never felt this shit before, it gets me sore
[02:39.43]I reminisce on us playing Nintendo 64
[02:41.56]And that Christmas in ’97 we got new crispy boards
[02:44.11]And we was doing ollies in my kitchen on the slippery floor
[02:47.21]Shit changed and it happened quick
[02:48.95]But I can’t forget that you was the first homie I started rapping with
[02:52.13]You could’ve had half of this back when I had established it
[02:54.72]But now I have to sit and feel bad, look what your actions did
[02:57.44]Man you were so outgoing and so hysterical
[02:59.85]Seeing you now is just unbearable,
[03:01.79]it’s terrible
[03:02.60]You should’ve made your choices wisely,
[03:04.03]fucking with poison ivy,
[03:05.52]Without your brain please tell me what would your point in life be?
[03:07.94]It’s a struggle to get your ass to listen
[03:10.00]You really hurt me and the rest of your family with all your bad decisions
[03:13.30]We always told you that drugs are bad
[03:15.20]But you ain’t listen ’til the fire burned your ass,
[03:17.34]now you understand
[03:18.45]Now you always look like you don’t know me
[03:23.21]And I’m mad at the world cause the meth took away my homie
[03:26.59](Give me back my homie, please come home)
[03:29.17]I just wanna chill on the neighborhood block like we used to
[03:33.04](Where’d you go?)
[03:34.36]I never would’ve thought my best friend would be gone in the future
[03:38.68]But I was wrong
[03:39.29]Excuse me do ya need a ride? Looks like you’re going downtown
[03:44.18]Yes, hop in my ride, well hi, I’m Chris Dolmeth
[03:49.94]I’m your best friend (Chris Dolmeth)
[03:52.35]I’m all you need (Chris Dolmeth)
[03:54.99]If you wanna succeed, hop in my ride
[03:58.00]Well hi I’m Chris Dolmeth