[00:00.-48]How about getting off of these antibiotics [00:15.16]How about stopping eating when I'm filled up [00:18.20]How about them transparent dangling carrots [00:20.24]How about that ever elusive kudo [00:42.68]Thank you India [00:47.32]Thank you terror [00:51.56]Thank you disillusionment [00:57.20]Thank you frailty [01:06.04]Thank you consequence [01:08.68]Thank you thank you silence [01:16.52]How about me not blaming you for everything [01:26.17]How about me enjoying the moment for once [01:35.82]How about how good it feels to finally forgive you [01:45.47]How about grieving it all one at a time [01:49.97]Thank you India [01:54.46]Thank you terror [01:58.96]Thank you disillusionment [02:03.45]Thank you frailty [02:07.95]Thank you consequence [02:09.32]Thank you thank you silence [02:10.78]The moment I let go of it was [02:12.45]The moment I got more than I could handle [02:53.41]The moment I jumped off of it was [02:54.25]The moment I touched down [02:55.09]How about no longer being masochistic [02:55.93]How about remembering your divinity [02:56.77]How about unabashedly bawling your eyes out [02:57.61]How about not equating death with stopping [02:58.45]Thank you India [02:59.29]Thank you providence [03:03.13]Thank you disillusionment [03:08.77]Thank you nothingness [03:14.41]Thank you clarity [03:17.25]Thank you thank you silence [03:22.89]yeah yeah [03:28.53]ahh ohhh [03:34.17]ahhh ho oh [03:39.81]ahhh ho ohhhhhh [03:45.45]yeaahhhh yeahh [03:56.27]