I've always searched for an answer for my convictions A troubled mind at 15, demonic visions I saw you raped and beaten thrown down like a rag Who the hell is this monster that surrounds my brain? I try to make some sense of this, try to break this mold Divination a power, I wish, I didn't have Now I wake with sweat and blood, scars of you dad I wake from this nightmare to find its the truth Tell me now, father, what did we do? I'll never understand your actions, never speak to you Don't try and correct your mistake Fake fucker, fake father die