Smashing Pumpkins Siva Lyrics:Billy Corgan Music:Billy Corgan I spin off and lose my head Throwing stray a spark instead Gather strength down in my heel And dig it in the world I peel Way down deep within my heart Lies a soul that's torn apart Tell me, tell me what you're after I just want to get there faster I don't live - I inhale I don't give - I unveil Don't want to live in your misery I don't live - I inhale Sprinkle all my kisses on your head Stars full of wishes fill our beds She said, 'I'm dead' All this pain smothers me Like a bomb that you can't see Tell me, tell me what you're after I just want to get there faster I don't live - I inhale I don't give - I unveil I don't live - I inhale I don't live