i woke up at seven and my body was vibrating
 i was wrapped up in a blanket
 i was grey
 damp and sore
 the bedroom was an engine and my heartbeat was erratic
 (like i think i'm at the racing
 like the night before)
 i remember one girl standing
 one was sitting on the ground
 one was holding me up
 the other pulling me down
 and i couldn't decide which one was real
 because there wasn't a sound
 (like i was pregnant again... )
 
 "don't move don't blink don't think don't even breathe" she said
 "or the photograph will spoil
 and cut you off at the head"
 so i was sucking 
 i was sucking like a fat lady would
 but i couldn't hold it down another second
 (bleagh!)
 "don't twitch don't shout don't think don't even breathe" she said
 "or the photograph will spoil and cut you off at the head"
 so i was sweating
 i was sweating like a fat lady would...
 and i woke up
 with a man inside my mouth
 (this won't hurt at all... )