My heart pumps this blood rush still; my legs numb, 
My sweat drips down my face, 
Clears my vision,
I battle myself, 
I battle,
Keep my hands from my throat,
for this silence,
I battle myself,
I battle, 
Swallow down now whole, 
Bitter Pill unfolds,
I lose my surroundings and fake that; I've gained hope, 
This bitter pill he swallows takes the tension, 
He's lost control of his hands; control of steps, 
somewhere he fears, 
was almost sure; could never happen to him, 
When this Pill is dissolved in his suffering body, 
He'll lay there stiff and shamefully,
I see my surroundings,
(I see my surrounding)
Guilty acts laced with fear, 
Tie the knots to be temporarily secure, 
Guilty acts laced with fear, 
Tie the knots to be...