Even now, when there's someone else who cares When there's someone home who's waiting just for me Even now, I think about you as I'm climbing up the stairs And I wonder what to do so she won't see That even now, when I know it wasn't right And I found a better life than what we had Even now I wake up crying in the middle of the night And I can't believe it still could hurt so bad Even now, when I have come so far I wonder where you are I wonder why it's still so hard without you Even now, when I come shining through I swear I think of you And how I wish you knew, even now Even now, when I never hear your name And the world has changed so much since you've been gone Even now, I still remember and the feeling's still the same And this pain inside on me goes on and on, even now Even now, when I have come so far I wonder where you are I wonder why it's still so hard without you Even now, when I come shining through I swear I think of you, and God, I wish you knew Somehow, even now