[00:04.670]Let's do this for these babies [00:22.180]Mercedes truck fuck [00:25.350]Houses on acres [00:26.500]Blatantly ballin' on HD [00:29.400]Y'all need to step up y'all AV [00:32.260]Life changed again I was already taking off [00:36.140]My flight changed again [00:37.660]Slight change of winds [00:39.560]It's barely 12 noon [00:41.900]And my wife changed again [00:43.200]Baby needs Pampers [00:44.730]Daddy needs at least three weeks in the Hamptons [00:49.170]Please don't judge me, only hugged the block [00:53.480]I thought my daddy didn't love me [00:55.040]My baby getting chubby [00:56.120]Cue that Stevie Wonder music, aww isn't she lovely [01:00.490]Now I'm staring at praying that things don't get ugly [01:03.200]And I'm stuck in that old cycle [01:04.970]Like wife leaves hubby [01:06.330]Fuck joint custody [01:07.580]I need a joint right now [01:10.400]Just the thought alone fucks with me [01:12.080] [01:12.390]High on life [01:13.590]I could die from the fall [01:15.890]Imagine if I hit the floor [01:17.580]Apologies in order [01:18.490]To Blue Ivy my daughter [01:19.940]If it was up to me [01:21.140]You would be with me [01:22.290]Sort of like daddy dearest [01:24.150] [01:26.600]I dream filthy my mom and pops mixed me with Jamaican Rum [01:44.710]and whiskey What a set off [01:46.760]And I know I'm not perfect baby [01:48.850]I been through so much trauma [01:51.410]It gonna be hard to reverse it [01:53.310]With some doctors and some nurses maybe [01:54.970]Teach me on how to treat a lady [01:56.910]Open doors on the 'Cedes [01:58.310]This relationship shit is complicated [02:00.070]All I know is we ain't speaking everyday [02:02.900]I fucking hate it [02:04.010]I don't wanna duplicate it [02:05.660]I seen my mom and pop drive each other motherfuckin' crazy [02:09.910]And I got that nigga blood in me [02:12.190]I got his ego and his temper [02:13.740]All is missing is the drugs in me [02:15.740] [02:18.530]High on life [02:19.830]I could die from the fall [02:20.380]Imagine if I hit the floor [02:21.180]Apologies in order [02:22.330]To Blue Ivy my daughter [02:23.770]If it was up to me [02:25.090]You would be with me [02:26.180]Sort of like daddy dearest [02:29.050] [02:30.090]Father never taught me how to be a father [02:51.700]Treated mother I don't wanna have to just repeat another leave another [02:54.960]Baby with no daddy want no mama drama I just wanna [02:57.950]Take her back to a time when [02:59.560]Everything was calmer [03:00.710]Out in Paris on a terrace [03:01.960]Watching the Eiffel Tower [03:03.230]And a Ferris wheel yet and still [03:04.480]Nothing could prepare us [03:06.080]For the beauty that you be Blue be [03:07.790]Looking in your eyes is like a mirror [03:10.430]Have to face my fears [03:12.000]Cheer up [03:12.690]Why could you just be happy [03:14.540]Without these back and forth thoughts [03:16.010]You too much like your daddy [03:17.570]Badly I just wanna spent more time with him [03:20.260]Sadly life wouldn't let me get around with him [03:22.720]Now I got my own daughter [03:25.310]Taught her how to take her first steps [03:26.310]Cut the cord watch her take her first breath [03:28.010]And I'm trying and I'm lying if I said I wasn't scared [03:32.370]Apologies in order [03:37.340]To Blue Ivy my daughter [03:37.840]If it was up to me [03:38.880]You would be with me [03:39.790]But in life and death [03:43.290]