Let's do this dirty laundry, this dirty laundry Let's do this dirty laundry, this dirty laundry When you're soaked in tears for years it never airs out When you make pain look this good it never wears out. This dirty laundry, this dirty laundry While my sister was on stage, killing it like a motherfucker, I was enraged, feeling it like a motherfucker, Bird in a cage, you would never know what I was dealing with Went our separate ways, but I was happy she was killing it. Bittersweet, she was up, I was down No lie, I feel good for her, but what do I do now Forget the records. Off the records was going through some bullshit Post-survivor, she on fire, who wanna hear my bullshit Meanwhile this nigga putting his hands on me Swear yall dont know the half of this industry Let's do this dirty laundry, this dirty laundry Let's do this dirty laundry, this dirty laundry When you're soaked in tears for years, it never airs out When you make pain look this good it never wears out. Let's do this dirty laundry, this dirty laundry And its almost been a decade I'm behind them black shades Roll up like its all good, right up out that escalade Fix my make-up, Get it together, Kelly, get it together Then we make up, well get it together, nigga, get it together Kinda lucky, I was in her shadow Phone call from my sister, what's the matter She said, Oh no baby you gotta leave I'm on the kitchen floor he took the keys. I was mad at everybody I mean everybody Yeah, her, her, her, her everybody Five years later, I got my shit down bad Think I had it good, and they dont know how bad Fooled everybody, except myself Soaking in this hurt, bathing in the dirt Dirty laundry, this dirty laundry Let's do this dirty laundry, this dirty laundry When you're soaked in tears for years, it never airs out. When you make pain look this good it never wears out. Dirty laundry, laundry So here I am in the spin cycle, We're comin and were goin Nobody can notice And I was trapped in his house,lying to my mama Thought it could get no worser as we maximize the drama Started to call them people on him.. I was battered He hitting the window like it was me, until it shattered He pulled me out, he said, don't nobody love you but me Not your mama, not your daddy and especially not Bey. He turned me against my sister I missed ya. Let's do this dirty laundry, this dirty laundry Let's do this dirty laundry, this dirty laundry When youre soaked in tears for years, it never airs out When you make pain look this good it never wears out. Let's do this dirty laundry, dirty laundry Love is pain, and pain is love He had me fucked up Love is pain, and pain is love He had me fucked up