You are the loneliest light Peering too bright through the blinds of My life is sights that we've seen Blown out our pipe dreams in Your eyes we're so distracted now Darling how do we know When the life leaves The love that we've grown Well I'm done getting f**ked And I'm done f**king up But is this all mirrors and smoke How do we know Embers lit cigarettes Smoke every menthol till you Forget that nothing is black Or suddenly white Though it seems trite I scaled the walls like a Soldier Bearing your bricks On my shoulders How do you know Well I'm done getting f**ked And I'm done f**king up Slowing down out of control How do you know Our roots feel so impacted And keep us up in the night Like a demon we're failing to fight Well I'm done getting f**ked And I'm done f**king up So is this a house or a home I think I know