[00:00.00] 作词 : Elijah Blake [00:01.00] 作曲 : Elijah Blake/Finn Matthews/Trakmatik [00:10.03]My friends think they know me [00:17.08]They're used to the old me [00:23.46]In this big town, I'm still lonely sometimes [00:30.20]Wanna burn it down [00:32.01]But there would be nobody left to hold me [00:35.66]What if I scream at the top of my lungs? [00:38.89]Acted like I had a gun? [00:40.28]Maybe then the world would notice that I'm not ok? [00:43.79]I'm so ****n' sick of people acting like they see no evil [00:46.82]If it ain't their kinda problem they just look away [00:50.50]'Cause they can't relate [00:53.94]Emotional novocaine [00:57.05]Like painting on a smiley face [01:00.22]On a bunch of mannequins [01:03.55]Wanna share my mental but it's not that simple [01:09.70]Cause they're gonna judge me [01:12.29]Even if they love me, love me, love me, mhm [01:16.65]Just tryna have a good time but I'm always the bad guy, yeah [01:22.99]I try to say that I'm fine but I'm such a bad bad liar [01:29.08]A bad liar [01:33.31]Losing sleep, losing me [01:37.12]Guess I'm just hooked on the feeling [01:40.34]Hella deep, need to breathe [01:43.95]Painting my thoughts on the ceiling [01:46.86]I've been thinking 'bout jumping off the deep end [01:49.95]I've been stuck inside the crib all weekend [01:53.16]Eyes red man I think I'm lowkey starting to see things [01:56.40]But I don't wanna see nobody but the weed man [02:00.04]'Cause they can't relate [02:03.86]Emotional Novocain [02:06.99]Like painting on a smiley face [02:10.19]On a bunch of mannequins [02:13.56]Wanna share my mental but it's not that simple [02:19.74]Cause they're gonna judge me [02:22.31]Even if they love me, love me, love me, mhm [02:26.95]Just tryna have a good time but I'm always the bad guy, yeah [02:32.18]I try to say that I'm fine but I'm such a bad bad liar [02:38.90]A bad liar [02:41.17]Who could ever love a bad bad bad liar? [02:47.31]Who could love, Who could love [02:49.72]Who could ever love a bad bad bad liar? [02:54.16]A bad liar A bad liar [02:57.11]How could anybody ever love a bad liar? [03:00.91]A bad liar A bad liar [03:03.01]How could anybody ever love a bad liar? [03:08.51]