she hears his footsteps, he walks up the path and when the letter drops her heart beats fast she picks up the envelope then she turns her face away she'll check out her results another day refusing to accept what they might say Killing Joke jana cry "i've got so much to give" jana sigh "i've got so much to live" jana's mind - positive or negative jana died i watch her shiver by the fireside from time to time she just breaks down and cries her cat curled in her lap and she's secure in a place that she calls home dreaming of places that she'd like to go her friends bring her soup each day and she takes an array of bright coloured pills from a.z.t. to vitamin c but still she wastes away forcing down food but still she wastes away jana cry "i've got so much to give" jana sigh "i've got so much to live" jana cry - jana tested positive jana died