If you really wanna see me cut myself wide open
As a constant reminder of where I came from
As I pass your house on Longwood Road
I'll think about
All the times I would have driven you home
When you were too ****ed up
Now you're just a sight that I can
Visit when I'm home
Visit when I'm home

I know it's wrong that I hated you for it
But try and understand that I was young and innocent

Now you know how ****ed up I really am
Maybe it'd be different if I had a second chance
Or if I could still grab your reaching hand

I know a better road
And if I had to do this all again
I'd take the same way home

I know it's wrong that I hated you for it
But try and understand that I was young and innocent

Cause your colors are always changing
It's obvious that you never cared at all
And all I have are these bitter goddamn songs
We're too far for letting this go
Are true words that I live by
And it's why I spend my holidays alone

Your colors are always changing
You're always changing

Cause your colors are always changing
It's obvious you never cared at all
And all I have are these bitter goddamn songs
We're too far for letting this go
Are true words that I live by
I think it's safe to say that I'm the one alone