[00:00.00] 作词 : John Carteret/Timothy Fogg/Travis Slack/Bryce Marshall/Zachary Jones [00:01.00] 作曲 : John Carteret/Timothy Fogg/Travis Slack/Bryce Marshall/Zachary Jones [00:21.99]Worry more, love myself less [00:24.69]Press eject, forget the reset [00:27.36]Never hit the rewind, finish it [00:30.12]On the floor with my old VHS [00:43.32]Like a tape you can play me [00:46.17]Put me in when you’re lonely [00:48.84]Pressure building up ‘til my ears ring [00:51.39]I’ve still been reaching for the kitchen sink [00:54.33]That sinking feeling tied my hands and both my feet [00:56.97]Had to cut the rope, been forgetting how to breath [00:59.52]And now I’m giving up again [01:02.13]Another eighty milligrams [01:05.07]Between the medicine my therapist prescribes [01:07.59]The angst in my veins and the late night drives [01:10.20]No one seems to recognize the pain in my eyes [01:15.27]It’ s like the chemicals that keep life stable gave up on me [01:20.85]It’s not my fault that I don’t understand what makes you happy [01:26.25]‘Cause how can I know fulfillment when I have never felt it [01:31.68]So don’t ask me what you need [01:35.82]‘ Cause I know it won’t be me [01:47.82]Like a fish tank my head swims [01:50.55]Ibuprofen for the bed spins [01:53.22]Death is looking in with an evil grin [01:55.89]Grinning turning into grammacing [01:58.80]That evil smile got me feeling paranoid [02:01.29]Had me running scared ever since I was a boy [02:03.84]Now he’s coming out again [02:06.42]Yeah, that’s who I really am [02:09.51]Between the thoughts tucked up in my hollow brain [02:11.88]The ink in my skin and the scars on my leg [02:14.49]My life has been rearranged [02:17.13]My disposition changed [02:19.74]It’s like the chemicals that keep life stable gave up on me [02:25.17]It’s not my fault that I don’t understand what makes you happy [02:30.63]‘Cause how can I know fulfillment when I have never felt it [02:36.06]So don’t ask me what you need [02:39.99]‘ Cause I know it won’t be me [02:50.97]Yeah, I know it won’t be me [03:13.38]It’s like the chemicals that keep life stable gave up on me [03:18.81]It’s not my fault that I don’t understand what makes you happy [03:24.24]‘Cause how can I know fulfillment when I have never felt it [03:29.70]So don’t ask me what you need [03:33.63]‘ Cause I know it won’t be me