Can you keep it from yourself A little secret but it'll never get That far Without something to keep you grounded While you Break a little piece off for yourself Take a quick vacation from your private hell Cause it's on on on and it never stops So you wait wait wait, you wait Suddenly it happens to be That what I did with my life has a different meaning But it's a cycle, and there's a bottom So I can reset and start start start it again So I try and I try and I try but it's never enough (i let it go, i let it rust) It's not the person you once were It's not the words stuck in your throat Cause it's something that you make not something that you found But I can't paint a picture so i'll make a sound