[ar:Mr. J Medeiros] [ti:Billy The Kid] [00:25.53]When he was young he use to play with toy guns [00:28.30]He’d say it was for fun but really it was the feel of it [00:31.07]He acted silly but Billy loved the appeal of it [00:32.68]Though its just plastic his roles got drastic [00:34.14]Sound effects would blow he’d black mask it [00:38.22]Around his neck would glow that classic Rambo medallion [00:40.09]He use to dream of Lambo’s, Italian Mafioso, Commando, battalions [00:44.37]He would lead them through the dark of winter [00:49.00]He would leave them when his mom had started dinner [00:51.77]At the table with his bleeding elbows [00:53.18]Even when eating he needed his G.I. Joe’s [00:56.56]By his side guarding his pride [00:58.72]A soldier or a poet it got harder to decide [01:02.34]The fun ends as the evening unravels [01:04.78]A young mans ego so fragile [01:26.98]A now he’s hitting his teens still drifting in between [01:29.95]Wanting to be a writer wanting to be a fighter [01:32.37]He’s starting to wonder which was mightier [01:34.94]And found one [01:36.86]The difference between Martin and Malcolm [01:38.82]He couldn’t see it in the outcome [01:40.64]They didn't live to see it [01:42.15]Now how come [01:43.11]Was the thought he saw the ones who fought [01:45.12]He saw the ones who got caught in their cross fire [01:48.14]His boss fired him and the cause [01:50.46]He was reading Che Guevara instead of him parking cars [01:53.28]Who writes the laws who enforces them [01:54.79]Born to win, born to loose, born again [01:58.51]Mortal men with an ego so fragile [02:00.93]Reading as the meaning unravels [02:02.94]Was it a bullet to the head or the words to the brain [02:06.70]That brought about more change [02:49.43]It’s been a long time since the toy guns and the acting bigger [02:52.60]Active trigger now he a real action figure [02:54.92]The military made it harder to decide [02:57.08]A soldier and a poet now the poet guards his pride [02:59.55]You see his views we see them on the evening news [03:02.62]We read the words found hidden in his B.D.U.’s [03:05.40]We loose sight with an eye for an eye [03:07.36]Were the last words written on the night that he died [03:10.83]In a book they gave to his son the day he turned 21 [03:14.61]The day he learned of young men who have come to an end [03:17.93]Of his father who held his gun but held harder to his pen [03:20.50]A martyr born again every time his book was opened [03:22.42]And the mind that provoked it [03:25.29]Was it the words from his hands or the bullet from a gun [03:28.72]That kept a man alive for his son