When we first fell We used to lie in my bed But now when my brain starts to be Just some clouds Instead A part heart is living A part heart is dead And the part of my heart we used to love, it fled And it doesn't matter I still feel the same And it doesn't matter How many colours I paint my nails I still feel the same And it doesn't matter How many times I change my clothes I still feel the same And it doesn't matter How much I stay indoors, leave the house I still feel the same And it doesn't matter How much I have to drink I still feel the same And it doesn't matter How loud I play my music I still feel the same And it doesn't matter What my good friends tell me I still feel the same And it doesn't matter How much I hurt myself I still feel the same And it doesn't matter, yeah No it doesn't matter 'Cause I still feel the same