It's negativ
Iwish you the worst dear, to feel the gratest pain
A posetivYou say it's all in vain
I know I felt and 
I won't feel again
Iknow youRefrain:
Hours of madness, years of dysfunction, the deepest embitterment
No will to strive or achieve, finally it break down
Perpetual fall on your knees, as you crawl back to me
It ends like this
I can hope for bliss, if you fail again'
Cause I'm right here, to witness every step
And when you trip, 
I will cherish it
RefrainI live to watch you fail, 
I live to watch you fail
I live to watch you fail, 
I am the wind in your sail
I wish you the worst dear, to feel the greatest pain'
Cause I'm right here, to retrieve all you stole
Every tear, and everything you own
I wish you
Hours of madness, years of dysfunktion, the deepest embitterment
No will to trust everyone
This is how 
I lived, this is how you left me blue
And I'd crawl back to you.