[00:00.00] 作词 : Felix Dupuis
[00:01.00] 作曲 : Felix Dupuis
[00:53.31]I failed last night, again
[01:03.81]And all my friends are going to sleep
[01:10.74]I'm five days past my birthday party
[01:24.45]But I never really thought about it
[01:46.32]I never realized how stupid it was
[01:54.84]It didn't stop me from drinking
[01:56.76]Or from creating a tinder account
[02:17.76]Or from ever matching with anyone
[02:18.48]Ooooooooh
[02:18.60]I still get bad thoughts in the subway
[02:37.53]I still think about you everyday
[02:43.35]I still think I'm a toxic friend
[02:53.19]I still want to see all of them
[02:55.50]There is no cure
[03:04.53]I am the disease
[03:13.92]There is no cure
[03:14.55]I am the disease
[03:15.00]So now that I've blown the candles
[03:16.80]I realize I couldn't handle
[03:19.80]Their looks and their giggles
[03:20.37]Pressuring me to pop a bottle
[03:37.83]Took a look at your place
[03:38.46]Saw you hid all the mess
[03:39.96]To fake that it was clean
[03:41.88]You know how messy I can be
[03:44.31]I still think you lied to me
[03:46.02]Comforted me with your fantasies
[03:48.00]Telling me that one day
[03:49.41]We'll get away
[03:51.78]I'm not my parents' son
[03:53.40]I was born in an ocean
[03:55.05]An ocean of marketing schemes
[03:56.88]That worked on me perfectly
[04:01.50]I'm in a car that only accelerates
[04:08.70]But I think they removed the brakes
[04:21.81]Try to find a home in a battlefield
[04:25.41]Kept under a giant metal shield
[04:30.99]Try to pay your debts and try to forget
[04:32.52]Did they actually want us to feel depressed
[04:38.91]Speeding
[04:39.30]Speeding
[04:39.63]Speeding
[04:39.81]The train
[04:43.71]Until my inevitable death
[04:53.88]I'm in a car that only accelerates
[05:01.02]But I think they removed the brakes
[05:06.96]Maybe we could have seen colors if we weren't all colorblind
[05:14.46]I gotta feed my kids but when it'll collapse it won't matter... really...
[05:22.02]Sometimes my shoulders feel so heavy, I wanna give up
[05:29.34]Sometimes stopping the fight's... - It's tempting
[06:00.06]It took us years to get to this point
[06:09.54]We never knew why we wanted it
[06:10.29]People have grown up since
[06:23.25]I've been stuck on my past mistakes
[06:32.70]A few little things
[06:36.42]Some words I shouldn't have said
[06:45.18]Or shouldn't have sung
[06:46.05]And shouldn't have erased
[06:46.71]I'm in love with my abusers
[06:47.31]Isolation is a deadly weapon
[07:09.33]I'm in love with my abusers
[07:09.93]Isolation is a deadly weapon
[07:23.28]I woke up one day
[07:24.30]I couldn't walk nor could I stand
[07:40.62]My body couldn't resist
[07:41.13]Now I think I understand
[08:37.80]Jerome are you still proud of me ?
[08:39.21]Jerome are you still proud of me ?
[08:49.44]Take care of Karen please...
[08:49.98]Take care of Karen please...
[08:52.23]There is no cure
[08:52.62]I am the disease
[08:53.55]There is no cure
[08:59.67]I am the disease