[00:21.12]Is this how you made it, or is this sickness out of control [00:24.30]Is the beginning of the end right now? [00:26.49]Let me know [00:27.27]Do the saved souls travel the road of the souls lost? [00:31.47]How come the dead can't talk? [00:33.18]Through horrified eyes [00:34.50]I can picture the other side [00:36.00]Though my heart shed tears outside [00:38.16]I couldn't cry [00:38.88]Watched my homeboy die, day by day body tired [00:42.03]Remember, [00:42.81]I finally accounted before he expired [00:44.94]They tell me there's a peaceful place, [00:46.92]I wanna see it [00:47.88]They say I gotta leave it to see it, so it be it [00:50.91]And though [00:51.36]I appreciate bein' alive [00:53.76]Sometimes [00:54.27]I wanna see how it feels to just die [00:56.52]Come back and tell my story to the ones who really know me [00:59.31]Converse with the angels and elders that went before me [01:02.34]And satisfy the hunger for those who wanna know [01:05.07]If there's life after death, and if so, where we go [01:08.19]I often find myself involved in deep thought [01:11.19]I wanna see is heavens a place like we thought [01:13.92]And Christian science seems to think it's just a mindstate [01:16.80]But before [01:17.40]I put my trust in a man, [01:18.78]I'll just wait [01:19.95]Or better yet, [01:20.94]I take the journey for myself [01:22.65]Put a bullet in my own head, it's my death [01:25.38]So when 12 o'clock jump on eve of 11-9 [01:29.64]Suicide!Just as [01:31.44]I thought, a bright light [01:33.96]Greeted by friends and family, so life-like [01:37.44]Black and in between screams and then peace [01:40.29]Lookin' in the eyes of the grieved and deceased [01:42.93]Father please, send me back, [01:44.85]I don't wanna die [01:46.14]I'm not as strong as [01:47.31]I was and [01:47.88]I can't lie [01:49.02]During all the mayhem somehow [01:50.82]I remained calm [01:52.20]And I woke up singing this song [01:54.57]I been a pawn and [01:55.47]I been a king [01:57.33]And I been down since the beckoning [02:00.12]I try to look beyond the sight of sound [02:03.54]And the lights come from the underground [02:05.94]Rarely got questions but [02:07.59]I found myself somewhat astound [02:09.78]And through my quest for the answers, know what [02:11.46]I found?I found that regardless to what people say [02:15.00]The shooters gotta do it day for day, so make your peace [02:17.85]Open your books to the first chapter, verse four, page eight [02:20.82]And link to my thoughts as my intents are to initiate [02:24.03]And enter the minds of the ones who are blind [02:26.34]And shed light to all the mankind written in rhyme [02:29.25]I preach to each to get off your ass, stand on your feet' [02:32.04]Cause everyday it's niggas lyin' dead in the stree [02:34.89]We stuck in our ways, it's different now than back in the days [02:38.01]**** what they say, 'cause ain't no comin' back from the grav [02:40.74]So when the gun goes pop and the lights go out [02:44.31]Then you'll understand what [02:45.60]I'm talkin' about [02:46.65]I had a dream and seen a double sun [02:48.84]A different world was in the makin' [02:50.64]The ruler of this new world was [02:52.17]SatanThe sky turned blood-red, the silent trumpet started playin' [02:56.58]Then I woke up, my imagination [02:58.53]Runnin' wild but then again the coming of [03:00.96]ChristCould be the moment of any minute, now or tonight [03:04.02]So make your peace, 'cause 666 is the mark of the beast [03:06.96]It's dark in these streets [03:08.07]And some might see it hard to believe but [03:09.99]God is in me [03:11.07]Yeah, though [03:11.67]I walk through the valley of the wickedness [03:13.86]I know I'm protected 'cause [03:15.12]I'm convicted [03:15.96]Anybody believin' in the [03:17.55]Big Bang Theory [03:18.93]And thinkin' that thyself is the [03:20.31]God, you need to hear me [03:21.66]How do you explain the skies, the moon, the stars and the rain [03:24.39]The sun and the sea the [03:25.59]Earth without form facing the deep [03:27.51]Darkness and challengin' the powers that be [03:30.39]It's impossible for scientists to make up the seeds [03:33.06]Didn't make up the trees, so why we turn our backs on the truth? [03:36.12]This heaven and hell part we seem to hide from the youth [03:38.97]I'm tellin' what few tongues of the evil will despise [03:41.97]My intention's to revitalize, still [03:44.19]I reviveAnd [03:45.12]I've read the books, and [03:46.56]I heard the lessons [03:47.85]And I'm on my knees steady stressin', you make your peace [03:51.03]I been a pawn and [03:51.69]I been a king [03:53.55]And I been down since the beckoning [03:56.40]I try to look beyond the sight of sound [03:59.73]And the lights come from the underground [04:02.16]Rarely got questions but [04:03.78]I found myself somewhat astound [04:05.97]And through my quest for the answers, know what [04:07.65]I found?I found that regardless to what people say [04:11.19]The shooters gotta do it day for day, so make your peace