[00:14.654][Verse 1: Trey Day] [00:17.981]I remember back when [00:19.233]Everything was all good [00:20.235]That was back then [00:21.496]But now I'm on my own [00:22.255]All alone [00:23.079]Still wondering what happened [00:24.083]Tryna cope [00:25.122]Buy a pack of smokes with my last 10 [00:26.628]Ain't nobody asking [00:27.887]How I feel when I feel like I'm backed in [00:29.895]To a corner [00:30.648]This is life as a black man [00:31.903]If you feel how I feel nigga tap in [00:34.415]Now days pop pills and don't feel shit [00:36.423]To forget when it get hard to deal with [00:38.686]No one treats mental health so we still sick [00:40.944]Try to get it rich, filling holes with a quick fix [00:42.701]Just to find out [00:43.956]That don't help [00:44.706]I'm by myself [00:45.458]And emptiness [00:46.215]All I felt [00:46.961]Like all my life [00:47.757]The pain inside [00:48.509]There's no one left [00:49.524]That's by my side [00:50.275][Chorus: Trey Day & Clairo] [00:51.049]That's just how we feel [00:55.317]And that's just how we feel [00:58.831]Oh that's just how we feel [01:01.362][Verse 2: Trey Day] [01:01.612]And we done had enough of it [01:02.869]When life gets too hard then we run from it [01:04.634]Run right into a girl leave her heartbroken [01:06.915]Black men never learned how to love someone [01:08.921]But we know that the hole [01:10.190]In our hearts gotta be filled [01:11.804]If not love then with lean or some e-pills [01:13.919]Any drug that can numb all that we feel [01:15.932]We was cut when we young but we bleed still [01:18.502]Hoping love when it comes we could be healed [01:20.509]Nigga be real [01:21.513]When we down on our luck [01:22.811]Feeling stuck [01:23.580]Given up [01:23.851]And the world wouldn't be still [01:25.555]I just need a minute [01:27.338]Clairo please let the beat build [01:27.589][Bridge: Clairo] [01:27.628](I wanna be the one you think about at night) [01:31.657](I wanna be the one that you would put up a fight for) [01:36.423]Telling me be ill be strong long as I don't break [01:38.180]With a whole list of problems that I won't say [01:40.189]Even when I go to bed hoping I don't wake [01:42.193]I still lie and say I'm ok [01:44.027]Like I'm ok [01:45.547][Chorus: Trey Day & Clairo] [01:47.555]That's just how we feel [01:51.818]And that's just how we feel [01:55.581]Oh that's just how we feel