[00:22.970] Growing, shrinking
[00:30.811] I don’t take care of it
[00:37.564] ‘cause it’s “what’s inside that counts”
[00:45.063] And I’m scared of it--
[00:49.565] The way it binds me to the “physical world”
[01:00.667] How it reminds me:
[01:04.527] Life’s a leaf in October
[01:12.653] But there’s no “physical world”--
[01:17.086] There’s “no inside or out”
[01:24.563] Air flows through the mouth
[01:30.768] And into the blood
[01:35.992] I wanted to see
[01:39.483] In the third grade:
[01:43.031] Tiny
[01:44.449] Medieval sword--
[01:47.359] From my grandfather in Spain--
[01:54.283] Into my stomach
[01:59.186] Without pain
[02:02.574] Or discovery
[02:05.313] Through screams she found me
[02:09.610] So no insides came out
[02:21.583] I wake alone at night
[02:26.166] To my anxious heart
[02:29.515] Running wild in my chest
[02:33.187] A reminder
[02:36.266] That I have a body
[02:40.409] So it thumps harder: