[00:01.14]Dlot reven ev'I seirots [00:03.44]Re— real [00:07.15]Re— Re— real [00:09.46]Won litnu [00:10.42]Real stories [00:12.19] [00:12.39]"Aaron is so cute", that's what they used to say to me [00:16.04]Ninth grade, young female teachers, almost every day to me [00:18.86]That's when I wore the high top fade and curly freeze with bravery [00:21.96]'Cause the gangstas say it ain't the way to be [00:23.67]But all of the women hella thought I was savory (Mhm) [00:25.17] [00:26.32]In my Guess fit, popular, you guessed it [00:28.41]Hip-hop dancer and rapper, in the talent shows, I blessed it [00:32.10]Hardly rode the bus home 'cause I stayed after [00:34.54]Displayed laughter with the grade passer, I'm a lay master [00:36.95]And everybody know that I'm a babe catcher [00:38.06]Walking home on cloud nine, a hundred percent man about mine [00:41.28]Then I crossed the way [00:42.14]There was a grown man stopped at a red light hella on shout time [00:44.55]He said "Hey!" [00:45.33] [00:45.63]When I looked I was thinking that [00:46.53]I hope this person ain't pistol-happy [00:47.84]Then right before he drove off [00:49.19]The man blew a kiss my way and then he whistled at me [00:50.60]I'm like, "Mother—" then he sped off, I was thinking, [00:52.70]"Man" I wanna tear his head off" [00:53.95]Then I stopped 'cause I was tripping, walking [00:56.01]I was almost home, I kept dipping [00:57.15]Got home, then I asked my mama, [00:58.71]"Why did he say hey at me instead of hey at a girl?" [01:00.59]Then my mom just looked right at me and said, [01:02.59]"Baby dawg, that's the way of the world" [01:04.00] [01:04.20]Later that night I hooked up with two homies [01:05.85]To work on a dance routine [01:07.00]Got it done then allotted some time [01:08.56]To holla at some fine and scan boo things [01:10.01]But when my two homies seen two dudes hugged up [01:12.62]Now they really mean to feud [01:13.69]I said, "Yo" then some cray happened [01:15.10]One of the homies said, "Time for gay bashing" [01:16.55]The two ran up and attacked the dudes [01:18.20]I don't know what they thought they had to prove [01:19.76]They was swinging with so much attitude [01:21.21]But I could not deal with all that abuse [01:22.91]I said, "What in the ****? [01:24.17]Y'all done messed up, it ain't peaceful [01:26.27]You know it's effed up and plus evil [01:27.79]So why in the hell are you doing that to innocent people?" [01:29.85] [01:30.09]Feel so sad, I'm not perfect [01:34.75]Always kill, feel so sad and I can't see it slowing [01:42.58]Feel so sad, I'm not perfect [01:46.73]Always kill, feel so sad and I can't see it slowing [01:54.69] [01:55.25]Sophomore year, man, I lost more tears [01:57.75]'Cause of people hating people and it cost more fear [02:00.90]My school, it was the stash spot for gangstas with rag tops [02:04.46]You'd get your ass shot, that year we had so many mascots [02:07.63]How could we do no wrong? And schools were integrated [02:11.13]How could we do no wrong? Racism demonstrated [02:14.20]Better be moving on before I'm eliminated [02:17.45]Possibly use the chrome because I've been degraded [02:20.72]Scratch that, I'm not that cat [02:21.83]I would never wanna keep a rat-tat in my backpack [02:24.93]Never had nobody to snap at, I'm a class act [02:27.19]But one day somebody had doom [02:28.44]We heard two blacks got stab wounds [02:30.11]And got beat and kicked, white elites and shit [02:31.66]When the lights went out in the bathroom [02:33.24] [02:33.54]Everybody was heated, people been mistreated [02:36.34]It's a damn shame that a Klan came and gave a man pain [02:39.05]A misdeed hit 'cause of skin tone [02:40.47]Them gone to the hospital from a sin zone [02:42.98]Skin domes doing them wrong you can send home [02:45.39]But they been gone [02:46.19]Now everybody on edge [02:47.59]Classroom break to the bathroom [02:49.00]Seen hood niggas and they all want heads [02:50.72]Bad moon, hate taking that tune [02:52.43]They said to me, "When the whites come in [02:54.38]We gon' hit the lights and gon' get they ass" [02:55.84]I said to all of 'em, "Is this a gag?" [02:57.20]Nah, they wanna break 'em all like Mr. Glass [02:59.16]It happened, the whites en route [03:00.76]Cracking, the lights went out [03:02.31]I laid to the floor [03:03.07]Then I found my way to the door, away from the gore [03:05.42]The hoods came out [03:06.33]Bloody and sweaty, I said, "That shit ain't regal [03:08.48]In fact, that shit is evil [03:10.30]So why in the hell are you doing that to innocent people?" [03:11.91] [03:12.30]Feel so sad, I'm not perfect [03:16.06]Always kill, feel so sad and I can't see it slowing [03:24.17]Feel so sad, I'm not perfect [03:28.83]Always kill, feel so sad and I can't see it slowing [03:37.66]Feel so sad, I'm not perfect [03:41.97]Always kill, feel so sad and I can't see it slowing