[00:00.000] 作词 : Connor Woodland [00:01.000] 作曲 : Connor Woodland [00:20.815]I see the memories of us stack to the back of my head [00:23.075]I can’t tell what is fact from fiction, I don’t wanna make decisions like this [00:26.591]I’m just stuck in bed like its a prison, lost to sleep, now losing vision [00:29.855]Best times I’ve had were with you [00:31.613]Memories of us stack to the back of my head [00:33.621]I can’t tell what is fact from fiction, I don’t wanna make decisions like this [00:37.137]cus were are you now man [00:40.403]I guess I just miss you [00:42.160]So what does this make us now, lingering in this cloud [00:48.689]Of choosing where I wanna go and who I want to be [00:52.204]But everyone wants something from me, [00:54.212]They see that I’m just coming up and every day it feels like I’m just I’m losing more of myself [00:58.230]Of pictures of us together, [01:00.742]Losing sense of structure all again [01:03.503]Brown hair, brown eyes, you say its fine, but I’m not really coping [01:08.528]Constant state of high i’m fading, depression wants to say he's here again [01:14.303]Maybe I deserve it, maybe I don’t, maybe its karma, maybe its a joke [01:17.066]I don’t really know my options but I feel like I’ve lost hope [01:19.576]Fading back and forth between reality [01:22.085]Maybe its time I just leave [01:24.345]Memories of us stack to the back of my head [01:26.604]I can’t tell what is fact from fiction, I don’t wanna make decisions like this [01:29.869]I’m just stuck in bed like its a prison, lost to sleep, now losing vision [01:33.385]Best times I’ve had were with you [01:35.141]Memories of us stack to the back of my head [01:37.150]I can’t tell what is fact from fiction, I don’t wanna make decisions like this [01:40.415]Cus were are you now man [01:44.433]I guess I just miss you [01:45.689]Have you felt the feeling of shame from your family man [01:48.200]When you just wanna follow your dream and pursue something that’s important to you [01:51.561]Cus I know what it’s like to be kicked on the floor [01:53.819]They don’t look at me anymore they just shut the door [01:56.580]I’m just a rat, just a vermin, alone I’m a hermit [02:00.346]Living in the back producing my beats [02:02.249]So ill just stay alone, [02:04.510]Cus everything I do just ends up hurting you