From crash to crash when I thought I was leaving But it’s hard when every day keeps on repeating Stuck in a still frame memory dancing with the desert heat Turning time into a game of guessing all the helpful things I think you’d say Days, weeks, months pass and I don’t move Back and forth but never through “It's an ordinary pain it’ll all be alright soon” It’s nothing new Sometimes things just go Through the air and upside down Find no relief back on the ground Out of control can’t turn around And there's no hope to be found Hard to relate when time won't do the healing And even harder when you can’t name what you’re feeling Pleading like a prophet in the street with ghosts that only I can see Burning through the desert days throwing punches to keep everyone away Months turn into years, I haven’t moved Still back and forth but never through It’s only ordinary pain until it’s happening to you Then everyday it’s new And everyday it's Sun up through sun down Through the air and upside down Find no relief back on the ground Lost all control, can’t turn around And I’d give everything that I have for a few minutes back