[00:00.000] 作词 : Jason DeFord/David R. Stevens
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jason DeFord/David R. Stevens
[00:14.819]Stayed up late patiently waiting
[00:18.539]Wishing you could call
[00:22.278]Dreaming of memories lost in time
[00:25.749]Knowing they're all gone
[00:29.071]So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows
[00:32.948]And throw it against the wall
[00:35.931]The higher you fly
[00:39.100]The harder you fall
[00:42.605]Till there's nothing left at all
[00:44.890]Four in the morning I cannot sleep
[00:46.151]I am depressed sitting up in my bed
[00:48.020]The demons are roaring they're bothering me
[00:49.834]I'm sitting here with a gun to my head
[00:51.687]Finger on trigger, what if I squeezed?
[00:53.549]Does that mean that my problems will leave?
[00:55.419]Get rid of what's bothering me?
[00:57.319]Does that mean that I'm finally free
[00:59.230]I think of my daughter I think of my wife
[01:00.958]I think of my brothers I think of my life
[01:02.737]I can't leave them with bad news
[01:04.277]My life is a crap-shoot
[01:05.446]I'm just shaking the dice
[01:06.518]Had a dream last night (Had a dream last night)
[01:08.410]I can hear you say (I can hear you say)
[01:10.138]Son just be strong (Son just be strong)
[01:11.823]You gon' be okay (You gon' be okay)
[01:13.781]Tell the truth, I don't feel that way
[01:15.611]I still feel ****ed up to this day
[01:17.433]Even when I'm high I just sit and cry
[01:19.259]And wonder why I still feel this pain
[01:20.991]I wish Heaven wasn't so far away
[01:22.909]I wish I could visit just for a day
[01:24.824]I still had so much left to say
[01:26.705]Bow our heads and let us pray
[01:28.902]Stayed up late patiently waiting
[01:32.217]Wishing you could call
[01:35.905]Dreaming of memories lost in time
[01:39.499]Knowing they're all gone
[01:42.874]So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows
[01:46.850]And throw it against the wall
[01:49.748]The higher you fly
[01:52.790]The harder you fall
[01:56.393]Till there's nothing left at all
[01:58.590]I feel like my past will allow me to grow
[01:59.948]Feel like this liquor is drowning my soul
[02:01.866]Why am I spiraling out of control?
[02:03.789]I cannot get myself out of this hole
[02:05.656]I keep trying, I keep crawling
[02:07.475]The sound of silence, I hear it calling
[02:09.298]I was flying, now I'm falling
[02:11.082]My health declining, I'm an alcoholic
[02:13.039]There's no one else, it's just myself
[02:14.715]Alone in thought, I stand and dwell
[02:16.589]I'm the go-to guy, so who do I
[02:18.368]So who do I go to when I need some help?
[02:20.247]No one gives a **** about me, I'm on my own
[02:22.035]If misery loves company then why am I alone?
[02:23.917]I pour another drink just to get in my zone
[02:25.738]I swear that I'ma change, but I know that I won't
[02:27.895]Let me face the facts (Face the facts)
[02:29.582]Wish I could take it back (Take it back)
[02:31.139]Wish I could fade to black (Fade to black)
[02:33.062]Wish I could change the past (Change the past)
[02:35.075]But in my mind I wish that I could rewind
[02:38.446]Press pause and live my life inside a moment of time
[02:41.955]But I can't
[02:42.708]Stayed up late patiently waiting
[02:45.799]Wishing you could call
[02:49.833]Dreaming of memories lost in time
[02:53.352]Knowing they're all gone
[02:56.732]So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows
[03:00.558]And throw it against the wall
[03:03.564]The higher you fly
[03:06.606]The harder you fall
[03:09.925]Till there's nothing left at all