作词 : Fikri Hadyan Luthfi 作曲 : Rounder Band DISCLOSURE I've heard a conversation about me and myself Living with my own pulse trying not to cut it off with a sharp knife Living with my own head trying not to blast it out with a deadly gun and trigger Living with a whisper about loneliness And if it’s hard for me to stay It’s such a shame for me to call it back I failed myself for the way that I have planned Cause I’m blind and I could find my way back Loaded my backpack and hurried away. The car drove so fast I found myself slumping limply in the middle of a quiet and narrow alley like a broken hearted teenager. As if life is over Fall asleep when others started to open their ****ing eyes Like a battle in life that I will never win And if it’s hard for me to stay It’s such a shame for me to call it back I failed myself for the way that I have planned Cause I’m blind and I could find my way back Like gladiators living in the midst of thousands of people who want me to die torn by a tiger's fangs. But no, not this time. I’m too tough to all old stories of mine I'm no longer a brokenhearted teenager. I’m no longer slumping limply in the middle of a quiet and narrow alley. As if life is over I won this fight. I'm not over. I live