[05:29.890] I think it was the first time i realized that i can change the world [05:33.520] Or at least change the way you and my sister hit the clock on every tick just to see what happened [05:38.229] The time has really flown by i guess and it's hard to think of the way it might've been or Remember very specifically the words and all the rest of it ,, [05:45.259] I was down, more than i wanted to be probably , [05:48.489] That is what we do with it all together [05:50.789] Like the orange trees in the backyard and it's Easter and it just won't end [05:55.609] Fucking Phil, he's off with his boys somewhere and i'm just sitting here getting more and More lost with everything , [06:01.419] And that was the thing about it, it's not as if a cousin promised something and taken it away , [06:06.259] It was like nobody could share my so-called dreams, which really meant none of it was happening , [06:11.569] And that reach around midnight left her with just about that, nothing ,, [06:15.999] There's not anything particular about it either and i think the whole thing gets vaguer Every second , [06:21.249] But i am too and there's nothing wrong with that , [06:23.979] It's even funny when you stop to realize i'm just nineteen 19