[00:00.000] 作词 : Jesse Friedman
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jesse Friedman/Christian Daniel Ocampo/Cynthia Pareja
[00:11.441] I don't even know what's right anymore, I'm so stressed out
[00:14.819] Rippin' up my lyrics, torn my pad and put the pen down
[00:17.511] My mother and father been tellin' me that I'm too worried bout being the best out
[00:20.460] Reachin' up under my bed, pullin' my shoebox, pullin' my Tech out
[00:23.416] Police and paramedics rushin' to me as I bled out
[00:26.415] I'm hearin' God callin' my name, or is it the devil, I can't tell now
[00:29.307] You've been offering me ******* and fame tryna get me to sell out
[00:32.171] They say love is stronger than death, I'm strugglin' hard just to have a breath out
[00:35.268] Come walk a day in my chuck t's
[00:38.288] These stomach pains don't go away until I fall asleep
[00:41.532] I've seen doctors, I've popped pills, ain't nuthin' work
[00:44.383]I thought this pill I just took would ****ing stop the hurt
[00:47.404] I'm having panic attacks like ten times a day
[00:50.441]Every single ****ing second tryna find a way
[00:53.242] Just to catch my breath, but I'm attacked with stress
[00:56.458] I can't breathe, I can't sleep, so I just lay awake
[00:59.352]****, on the ground and I'm barely movin'
[01:02.407] They say if God brought you to it, he can bring you through it
[01:05.278] I hope that's true, I need that shit to be true
[01:07.719] I heard suicide won't bring you to heaven, that's why I'm standin' thru it
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[01:10.948] If can make it through another day and night
[01:13.798] I'll be stronger, maybe I just will survive
[01:18.028] If I can wait till tomorrow, forget all of my sorrow
[01:22.957] No one gets what I am goin' through
[01:25.589] I'm just tryna get over these blues
[01:28.455] But I just need to wait till tomorrow
[01:32.777] Just get a chance till tomorrow
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[01:34.866] Self inflicted violence, I hear the sounds of the sirens
[01:37.440] This ain't how I picture dyin', I see my parents both crying out
[01:40.623] At my funeral, life is brutal but beautiful
[01:42.765] Why I chose this industry, I should have worked in a cubical
[01:45.726]I should have worked in an office, nah, **** that shit
[01:48.205]Music's my callin', I swear every single day I wake up ****ing feelin' nauseous
[01:52.293] I see god and his angels and the devil holdin' his pitchfork
[01:55.288]I gotta get the **** up, I got way too much shit to live for
[01:58.204] I'm ready to fight for my life and what's ready been dealt
[02:00.024] I don't know, but since it start
[02:01.161] I need to get up for my fans and family, they countin' on me
[02:03.473] We piss poor
[02:04.129] And my girl, she's my world, should have hold yo hand and kissed you more
[02:07.193] I'm sorry bout all of the arguments, I'm sorry I always got pissed off
[02:10.218] My body's numb, I see the light, the time's frozen
[02:13.433] My mind's floatin', the gates open, my eyes closin'
[02:16.373] The Lord's my light, the Lord is my salvation
[02:18.905] The Lord brought truth to my life
[02:20.180] So what should I be afraid of?
[02:21.761] Not love, not life, not fear, not commitment
[02:24.634] Not death, not heights, not tears or religion
[02:27.660] Nor rejection, not failure, or gettin' plagued with an illness
[02:30.731] When I'm gone, don't you ever question the fact that I'm the realest
[02:33.523]Mutha****a
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[02:33.855] If I can make it through another day and night
[02:36.737] I'll be stronger, maybe I just will survive
[02:40.965] If I can wait till tomorrow, forget all of my sorrow
[02:45.741] No one cares what I been goin' through
[02:48.512] I'm just tryna get over these blues
[02:51.419] But I just need to wait till tomorrow
[02:54.724] Just get a chance till tomorrow
[02:57.595] If I will make it through another day and night
[03:00.310] I'll be stronger, maybe I just will survive
[03:04.565] If I can wait till tomorrow, forget all of my sorrow
[03:09.457] No one cares what I been goin' through
[03:12.218] I'm just tryna get over these blues
[03:15.027] But I just need to wait till tomorrow
[03:18.405] Just get a chance till tomorrow
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