作词 : Madi Walsh 作曲 : Madi Walsh Would you love me still if I was hospitalized Can’t afford it when you turn me into your prize, and then idealize every twist of my hip and curve of my jaw I’ve deceived myself, could I ever be bored **** I’m breaking down and become my own storm, sorry to be confusing I’m just losing parts of myself With the kiss of a hip oh I feel like I’m floating, then push you away when it feels all consuming Obsessed and depressed I don’t know what I’m choosing Call it when you feel like quitting you’re over, it’s not like I felt like this would be forever Nobody could ever want bloody endeavors Please don’t think that I’m tryna be so aloof, it’s not on purpose you would know it if I could Insane rainy days like a burst of shame Burst down it’s the person you chose, lock down I’ll defend all my wounds Hope that you’ll be patient with me anyway Duck low it’s a crazy behavior, I know I can’t make you my savior, but all that I’m asking is you please forsake me