作词 : Del
 作曲 : Del/akalababa
编曲：Del
混录：Del
和声：Del/akalababa
封面：Del
I never thought about that one day I’d be thrown like this.
I never thought about that I’d fall in the fiercest flame.
I never thought about that all the light be drunk and fade.
Like the whole skies are broken in the shade.
I never thought about that you have just gone away.
I never thought about that I’ll taste this bitterest sweet.
I never thought about that all the promises so delicate.
Now I’m aware that all my striving turns in vain.
This game it is over.
I gamble myself it’s penniless.
This neon should be turned down.
Won’t you be happy to see me fear?
This beast has been freed out.
I’m willing to wallow in its breathe.
So I pretend and pretend and pretend and pretend and pray.
In the dark night. In the dark fire.
They all wash me from inside.
You tryna hurt me, I won’t hate this.
Take your penalty, raise hands and clap.
In the dark style. In the dark hell.
They’re all chasing after mine.
You wanna return,then I will prise you.
Without thinking by design.
I never thought about that love drought is paper thin.
I never thought about that once to look in the air.
I never thought about that great stage ends in earlier age.
It made me stick in desert and crew pain.
I’ll be drowned out. I’ll try out.
I’ll be run out. I’ll cry out.
They say good god has seen your crime now.
But I’ll still paint you as lord.
This knife is well sharpen.
This gun is loaded up.
You give me choice to pick one I love
to melt in the heaven’s golden path.
You’re so tough and so strong and
Show me how to fall apart.
So I pretend and pretend and pretend and pretend and pray.
In the dark night. In the dark fire.
They all wash me from inside.
You tryna hurt me,I won’t hate this.
Take your penalty,raise hands and clap.
In the dark style. In the dark hell.
They’re all chasing after mine.
You wanna return,so I will prise you.
Without thinking by design
Pretend!
Like I just wander,I just wander aimlessly.
Pretend!
Like I am pressure,I am pressure,holy shit .
Pretend!
Like they’re all my friends,they’re all my worth,they’re all my torture!
I’m done to pretend and pretend and pretend and pretend and pray.
In the dark night. In the dark fire.
They all wash me from inside. (Pretend!)
You tryna hurt me,but I won’t hate this.
Take your penalty,raise hands and clap.
In the dark style. In the dark hell.
They’re all chasing after mine. (Pretend!)
You wanna return,but I will prise you.
Without thinking by design.