As I see the stars above I feel the weight of those I've left behind Their cries echo in my head If only I could turn back My memories have drowned in flames What wonders have I betrayed Remorseful thoughts claw at me I'm bleeding all their pain Such a peaceful existence I've lost If I could only retake my steps If I could only go back and stay But here I stand With others just like me Who've given up their ways And wander this path so lonely We all have heavy hearts We all want to reclaim What we left behind Instead we stand here Waiting to die...