Lost in the hue of the streetlights
Whippin’ thru the rain in the dark night
Thoughts clouded in my head, recollecting what you said
About the pain I have caused you, you can see my scars too
I get it, we live it
No I can’t keep this hidden
I’m searching for the means to end
Frustration that I’ve trapped within
So I’m just not what you expected
I’m living so reckless ya you know I’m restless
Sometimes I just can’t even take it
Everyday’s the same shit eroding out my patience
She’s lives in the past while i live in the present
It starts to feel like too much but it’s just been a minute
I’ve been living the worst yet sometimes
But do you even care that much to say bye
Break me down
Let me drown
Hurts so much but don’t stop now
She’s had enough it’s been a long while
So I’m just not what you expected
I’m living so reckless ya you know I’m restless
Sometimes I just can’t even take it
Everyday’s the same shit eroding out my patience
I never was what you wanted
Taught me how to love then we lost it...