[00:03.08]I wake up in a fantasy land
[00:06.37]Where everything is great but it's all in my head
[00:10.48]I take pills just so I can be skinny
[00:14.64]Cuz someone once told me that I wasn't that pretty
[00:19.12]So I get high all by myself
[00:22.76]And I have never felt so ugly in my life
[00:27.85]I feel dizzy, now the rooms spinning
[00:31.42]And I don't think I'm getting any closer to winning
[00:35.59]And I wanna close my eyes wake up as someone else
[00:39.72]Everywhere is lonely when you hate yourself
[00:43.98]And I don't wanna know me anymore
[00:50.83]So take a look at what you made me
[00:54.12]All you people did was change me
[00:58.79]You all say you tried to save me
[01:02.90]All you did was make me hate me
[01:06.63]This time I won't let you faze me
[01:10.29]You told me I'd always need your help
[01:13.51]I believed in you more than I did in myself
[01:17.88]I sat back and did what you told me
[01:21.94]Now I look at myself and I don't even know me
[01:26.24]In your eyes I was never enough
[01:30.41]Now I turn to strangers when I'm looking for love
[01:34.74]And now I'm thinking maybe that I'm better off lonely
[01:38.75]Cuz people always leave me so much worse than they found me
[01:43.16]I've become so many different people now
[01:47.25]Hoping one of them would finally make you proud
[01:51.31]And I don't wanna know you anymore
[01:58.16]So take a look at what you made me
[02:01.77]All you people did was change me
[02:04.57]You all say you tried to save me
[02:10.25]All you did was make me hate me
[02:14.40]This time I won't let you faze me
[02:17.57]I don't wanna waste anymore time
[02:22.85]Feeling like my life isn't mine
[02:27.01]I'm so sick of these lies
[02:31.54]And no, I'm not fine
[02:35.69]So take a look at what you made me
[02:40.05]All you people did was change me
[02:44.18]You all say you tried to save me
[02:48.28]All you did was make me hate me
[02:52.40]This time I won't let you faze me
[03:01.90]This time I won't let you faze me
[03:09.24]This time I won't let you faze me