For silence I prayed but it’s only chaos I’ll bring Let me save what I love Let me stop this avalanche Let me stop this avalanche Could anyone break the calm before the storm? It always feels like even the leaves are afraid to fall Cause wherever I go the ground is breaking apart There’s a pouring rain and the sky’s turning dark I’m bringing thunder I’m screaming to the sky: why am I bringing the thunder? I’m longing for some light but there’s no end in sight Let me stop this avalanche Let me be myself again I’m desperately trying to feel more alive But no matter how hard I try, the darkness in me still thrives The darkness in me still thrives Can’t I remove these clouds that are hovering over me? Like an unwanted halo Too many times I’ve destroyed everything what was meant to be the end of the chaos Cause wherever I go the ground is breaking apart There’s a pouring rain and the sky’s turning dark Let me stop this avalanche Let me be myself again I’m desperately trying to feel more alive But no matter how hard I try, the darkness in me still thrives The darkness in me still thrives No matter the costs I won’t stop aiming for the sun I’d rather die in the light than live accepting that my days will stay dark So coming out So coming out Let me stop this avalanche Let me be myself again I’m desperately trying to feel more alive But no matter how hard I try, the darkness in me still thrives I’m bringing thunder I’m longing for some light but there’s no end in sight