[00:00.000] 作曲 : Andrew Nicholas Baughman
[00:31.289]He's worked an 8 to 5 for the past 25 years
[00:34.911]Knocking on the doors of every one of his peers to try make ends meet
[00:39.285]But yet he spends nights awake hating himself as he walls in the self-pity defeat that he's associated as normal
[00:46.438]And how does it feel to be normal?
[00:48.819]It's an expression that's lost its meaning over time
[00:51.167]When you spend each and every morning asking you to finally feel right
[00:54.792]You eventually lose sight of everything that made you feel that way
[00:58.370]Everything that made you feel human
[01:00.429]He's become accustom to his days like trance that he's been living in
[01:04.544]And maybe it's a form of comfort or an equal torment
[01:08.796]But he won't help himself, he only lies dormant
[01:12.095]Does your heart not feel complete
[01:22.327]Does it feel love
[01:27.343]Feel like anything
[01:37.910]He's tired of living like his life is second to all
[01:41.826]Like he has to deal with the world before himself
[01:45.510]He's tired of coming home too late to an apartment too small
[01:49.723]While this financial wall does a number on his back
[01:52.933]And he could hear a faint snap as the days continue to move
[01:57.246]There's a hole in the rug in the outer hall from pacing back and forth contemplating if any and all of his decisions have come back to haunt him
[02:05.007]But if anything, it at least taught him choices he's made has led him to now
[02:09.633]He'd trade anything to be able to go back to when he felt satisfied
[02:13.832]And that his room was his only sanctuary to where he could run and hide
[02:19.047]Does your heart not feel complete
[02:29.145]Does it feel love
[02:34.141]Feel like anything
[03:00.979]He's been bitter and he's been broken
[03:02.737]He gave his life for an empty purpose that never gave anything back
[03:07.484]He's been told that what he socially lacks is made up for by his ability to care
[03:14.068]That's not what he ever wanted
[03:16.310]He just wanted to be aware