[00:00.000] 作曲 : Andrew Nicholas Baughman [00:01.382][Verse 1] [00:13.690]And what would say if I told you those words that you reiterate could hold the meaning they retained yesterday [00:21.630]To acknowledge the thought of a miracle [00:24.464]To embrace the idea of a second chance [00:27.749]I'd give the possibility of one hundred days gone for one spent year [00:32.382]To feel that word pressed against my mind uttering some sort of grieving release [00:38.451]Speaking that string of hollow words holding no sensical meaning but what you take [00:43.843]And it kills me to think of what exists [00:46.727]If my prayers transcend the ceiling or are lost within its depth [00:50.828]If what I've spent my last ten years believe was put to misuse [00:55.447]And that my faith was misconstrued [00:58.042]That my faith was just my words reverberating back to me [01:02.418]That my faith was just all I needed it to be [01:06.311]To give me hope that things can change [01:09.520]And that this place that I found myself in [01:12.834]Won't be the walls that surround me forever [01:17.799] [01:48.943][Verse 2] [01:49.167]But I'm realizing that I don't know the people around me [01:51.925]I can't recognize a face that I've seen for the past ten years [01:56.214]Looking at the ingenuity of its design is all I need to hold my sanity [02:01.147]Beauty lost beneath the borders of hatred [02:03.879]Perfect people in a flawless society [?] tarnished by the inability to breed stability [02:08.389]The significance of our morals drowned out by our overbearing individuality [02:13.185]And under my [?] own selfish conclusions [02:19.011]And you know that I've never had a way with words or even knew which ones you wanted to hear [02:23.806]I've let my faults define me [02:25.906]I let them control who I wanted to be [02:28.353]But things have grown different here [02:30.025]You're not the same person that I have once trusted [02:32.616]You're not the same person that you used to be [02:34.305] [02:34.602][Chorus] [02:35.150]I can't feel your heart beating [02:44.345]And was it what you wanted [02:48.017]I thought that it would be [02:52.088]How was life living without me [03:06.239] [03:21.268][Verse 3] [03:21.708]Lungs break and hearts constrict the artificial joy that flows freely to your head [03:26.773]Containing the life [?] unconscious minds [?] escape the depths of [?] [03:31.327]All holy and not to be judged by how you were made and not upon how they were born [03:35.985]To be judged based upon a life lived and not upon a situational analysis of morality [03:40.644]I don't know what's in store for tomorrow, or if that day will even come [03:46.583]But I know that I've today [03:48.739]And I know that I've got this life [03:51.128] [03:51.432][Chorus] [03:52.788]I can't feel your heart beating [04:01.611]And was it what you wanted [04:04.975]I thought that it would be [04:09.859]How was life living without me