作词 : Samaad Thompson
作曲 : Samaad Thompson
I been close to the edge
Good thing I've never jumped
Yeah they all want me dead
But that's not what I want
I spend some days in my head
Juggle round with my thoughts
Think if I just live in the moment and enjoy it it'd be all good
Just go with flow stop losing hope and move the ball good
Bring flames to what they call wood
All good
Tryna see the vision in a way that only God could
Bet that I'm his darkest angel if I could fall I prolly would
And prolly should
Damn
It's poetic how I think sometimes
Born to see the light inside the dark and read between the lines
Aye
Silver lining in the deepest clouds
Dream about getting fame and riches but without the clout
Hows that workout

I been close to the edge a couple times
Tried to jump a couple times
Live and learn to sympathize
Aye

I been close to the edge a couple times
Tried to jump a couple times
But I got up every time

I been close to the edge
Good thing I've never jumped
Yeah they all want me dead
But that's not what I want
I spend some days in my head
Juggle round with my thoughts
Think if I just live in the moment and enjoy it it'd be all good
Damn it if its all good
I can't say I'm all good
See me in the wrong hood
Prolly doing what I never would
Never said you understood
Never said you never would
Cause I can see the hunger in your eyes that say you prolly could

But I ain't no ones judge and I ain't ever been in jury
Hope you hear me
Never fear me
Wanna clear you from the worry
You deserve it

I promise you deserve it
It's for certain
Its for certain
Wanna free you from the hurting

Cause i been there
And been scared
Talking to myself from time to time has never been weird
Least not to me
Cause I been there for me

Every time that I was down
I got back up because of me
So can't you see
That

I been close to the edge
Good thing I've never jumped
Yeah they all want me dead
But that's not what I want
I spend some days in my head
Juggle round with my thoughts
Think if I just live in the moment and enjoy it it'd be all good

Remember the day
Tried to take my own life
Started out with the knife
Barely poked through
I broke too
Pills was second nature
Tried to drown out of a bottle
I don't even know what happened
Thanking God tho
I got flow