[00:00.000] 作词 : Devil_D丢丢/BREMBO
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Devil_D丢丢/BREMBO
[00:03.586]编曲：YouTube
[00:04.359]混音：Harrm/P1ao
[00:05.861]封面：Pandaboi丢丢
[00:06.843]采样《hands》
[00:07.093]intro:
[00:07.343]I know that so much time has already passed us up
[00:09.848]（我知道太多的时光已悄然流逝）
[00:10.100]And i know that it must be frustrating to stand in front
[00:13.607]（我知道那一定很令人沮丧，当你站在）
[00:14.108]Of someone who keeps promising you that they IIget better
[00:16.614]（一个总是向你保证一切都会好起来的人面前）
[00:16.863]Without the evidence to back it up. But you have totrust me
[00:22.374]（他们却没有证据来支撑这个观点。但你一定要相信我）
[00:22.877]The past is ugly
[00:25.129]（过去的都很不堪）
[00:25.648]Brembo:
[00:26.132]I dont wanna to die just want to feel the sane.
[00:29.139](我不想死我只想感觉清醒)
[00:29.643]but the way ive been coping i cant feel a thing
[00:32.396](但我的应对方式让我什么都感觉不到)
[00:32.396]i pick up bottledrink till im hazed
[00:35.679](我拿起酒瓶直到我喝醉)
[00:35.903]I run from my everything I cant take the shame
[00:38.158](我逃避一切 我不能忍受耻辱)
[00:38.659]
[00:38.909]l dont wanna to die just want to feel sane.
[00:42.166](我不想死我只想感觉清醒)
[00:42.417]but the way ive been coping i cant feel a thing
[00:45.673](但我的应对方式让我什么都感觉不到)
[00:46.174]i pick up bottle drink till im hazed
[00:48.929](我拿起酒瓶直到我喝醉)
[00:49.461]I run from my everything I cant take the shame
[00:52.437](我逃避一切 我不能忍受耻辱)
[00:52.688]Slash with the blade
[00:55.693](用刀切碎)
[00:55.974]I drown in the liquor
[00:58.465](我沉醉于酒精中)
[00:58.716]My soul aint the same
[01:01.722](我的灵魂已经不一样了)
[01:01.972]Your voice is all bitter
[01:05.730](你声音充满仇恨)
[01:05.980]Slash with the blade
[01:08.235](用刀切碎)
[01:08.736]I drown in the liquor
[01:11.994](我沉醉于酒精中)
[01:12.244]My soul aint the same
[01:15.250](我的灵魂已经不一样了)
[01:15.501]Your voice is all bitter
[01:17.256](你声音充满仇恨)
[01:17.757]丢丢：
[01:19.010]每一天都在沉沦
[01:21.016]追不上丢失的灵魂
[01:22.769]我也想追求完美主义
[01:24.273]可得到的都是残存
[01:26.026]我怀疑世界不公平
[01:27.530]可有些人总能看到“光明”
[01:29.034]害怕得到的是批评
[01:30.787]可有些人不在乎虚名
[01:32.290]我总会问自己为什么不一样
[01:34.796]无数拷问得不到真相
[01:36.299]望着身边如此空荡
[01:38.053]窄小空间也会空旷
[01:39.327]苟且偷生的每天仿佛让我打不起精气神
[01:42.063]这场人生的博弈也许也许再没有下一轮
[01:45.319]我 总是想认识自己
[01:47.071]我 总是找不到自己
[01:48.575]拜托你们走进我心里
[01:50.328]我也想人潮拥挤
[01:52.081]灵魂化作了一道孤独身影
[01:53.840]紧随我的身后
[01:55.339]也许有一天沉睡不再苏醒
[01:56.591]听起来多么荒谬？
[01:58.845]自我否定充斥我的脑袋
[02:00.603]我也不想忍耐
[02:02.141]他们的世界千奇百态
[02:03.857]也许我就是个反派
[02:05.360]人们说我脆弱
[02:06.888]也不会真的幽默
[02:08.616]任凭风耳边吹过
[02:10.119]下一秒又身处荒漠
[02:11.872]我呆滞的面对镜子
[02:13.626]镜子里的我仿佛在笑
[02:15.131]那诡异的表情在静止
[02:16.884]不再有生命气息的味道
[02:18.637]我分不清真实的我
[02:20.141]我把他们上了枷锁
[02:21.644]孤独的我找不到归宿
[02:23.398]在黑暗中不停的摸索
[02:25.151]我像极了舞台的小丑
[02:26.906]滑稽的面具 内心的死守
[02:28.909]死守深处孤独的底线
[02:30.412]慢慢握紧手心的匕首
[02:31.919]一刀一刀的触动
[02:33.417]倒下的我没有刺痛
[02:35.437]只剩聚光灯的闪烁
[02:37.175]照亮了他们的冷漠
[02:37.675]Brembo:
[02:38.686]l dont wanna to die just want to feel sane.
[02:40.936](我不想死我只想感觉清醒)
[02:41.433]But the way ive been coping i cant feel a thing
[02:44.691](但我的应对方式让我什么都感觉不到)
[02:44.941]I pick up bottle drink till im hazed
[02:47.946](我拿起酒瓶直到我喝醉)
[02:48.197]I run from my everything I cant take the shame
[02:51.738](我逃避一切 我不能忍受耻辱)
[02:51.955]You told me youd change
[02:54.711](你说你会改变)
[02:54.961]But you never did differ
[02:56.714]I say it's okay okay
[03:01.225](但你不改变我说没关系)
[03:01.473]But my hearts full of cinder
[03:04.481](但我的心充满灰烬)
[03:06.987]But i'll make it to the other side as long as i know
[03:07.237]（但我会撑到路的那一头）
[03:08.490]That when i get there i'll have somebod
[03:10.245]（只要我知道，当我到达那里会有一个人也在等着我）
[03:10.503]Please, i know that i can do this
[03:12.780]（我知道我做得到）
[03:13.001]Just need another half a month. I can pull throughthis
[03:15.004]（我只是需要再过半个月。我可以熬过这段时光）