[00:00.000] 作词 : Jason Deford
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jason Deford
[00:12.366]Forgive me I've been drinking
[00:13.658]Back-roadin' and thinking
[00:15.280]Remember when the band played on while the ship sinking
[00:18.550]No matter what I do there's no escaping my past
[00:21.341]I do everything I can and it keeps chasing my ass
[00:24.539]I know my karma is constant for all the hearts that I've broke
[00:27.608]Knowing I'll never be forgiven that shit bothers my soul
[00:30.887]When it's thrown up in my face man that shit ****s up my day
[00:34.041]No matter what I do I feel I'm only judged by mistakes
[00:37.235]Even if the good outweighs it by a million to one
[00:40.304]They still gon' hate me for the single ****ing thing that I done
[00:43.497]Even if the good outweighs it by a million to one
[00:46.610]They still gon' hate me for the single ****ing thing that I done
[00:51.448]I try not to think of hard times
[00:54.347]I try hard to let the past go
[00:57.337]I thank God that I'm a changed man
[01:00.478]But some days I'm that same a*****e
[01:07.174]The same old me the same back road
[01:10.459]A couple of crosses and a black rose
[01:13.221]Singing the same old sad song
[01:16.314]I must admit I'm infatuated with sad clowns
[01:19.037]I guess they help me better understand my Dad now
[01:22.124]Those that entertain at the expense of pain
[01:24.798]Those that dance in the rain instead of just complain
[01:28.168]My brother always said I was ahead of the game even before the ****ing money hit the jealousy came
[01:34.075]Put it all on the line there's no regrets in this shit
[01:37.127]I admit besides the blessings there was lessons in it
[01:40.271]They say life is a marathon tighten up cause you gotta run
[01:43.792]I know that the dollar spends as fast as the dollar comes
[01:46.840]Why these other rap dudes in the strip club with a lot of ones
[01:49.845]I'm just trying to buy a crib and start my kids a college fund for-real
[01:54.498]I try not to think of hard times
[01:57.401]I try hard to let the past go
[02:00.552]I thank God that I'm a changed man
[02:03.558]But some days I'm that same a*****e
[02:10.264]The same old me the same back road
[02:13.554]A couple of crosses and a black rose
[02:16.415]Singing the same old sad songs
[02:18.803]Can I be real for a minute
[02:19.976]Release this passion within
[02:21.338]My fat ass gettin bigger
[02:22.698]I need to get back to the gym
[02:24.520]I'm lookin at myself like how the **** this happened again
[02:27.656]Baby mama got out of jail and she done relapsed again
[02:30.841]I swear I'm tellin y'all the truth
[02:32.568]There's so much shit in the air
[02:33.874]My father got leukemia
[02:35.425]He just left critical care
[02:37.164]Not to mention mama's got dementia
[02:39.174]Man she's always feelin sick
[02:40.574]I try to help em pay the rent
[02:42.168]But shes unhappy as it gets
[02:44.180]I cannot complain because my daughter's doin great
[02:46.802]Plus this music shit's a dream
[02:48.252]What the **** you think it ain't
[02:49.944]But please make no mistake
[02:51.531]Baby after the show
[02:52.984]I'm all alone
[02:53.824]On this road
[02:54.664]Headin back to my home
[02:57.627]I try not to think of hard times
[03:00.903]And I try hard to let the past go
[03:03.708]I thank God that I'm a changed man
[03:06.788]But some days I'm that same a*****e
[03:13.465]The same old me the same back roads
[03:16.142]A couple of crosses and a black rose
[03:19.556]Singin the same old sad songs