[00:00.000] 作词 : Jason Deford
[00:00.000] 作曲 : Jason Deford
[00:00.000]Only thing I need right now
[00:02.897]Is something stronger than this double Crown
[00:06.720]It's going down, down, all the way down
[00:10.352]I don't know if I can find my way out
[00:14.177]They got me taking pills that they gave me
[00:17.901]Hoping that I can feel something but I feel nothing
[00:22.909]I can't escape the memory of taking everything
[00:26.195]That was real from me, yeah I'm still nothing
[00:30.867]I'm all alone on this path that I follow
[00:32.339]To drown out my sorrows I'm back to the bottle
[00:34.144]It's real humble pies that I'm having to swallow
[00:35.960]I swear I can't tell you all half of my problems
[00:37.955]Came from the bottom this isn't new to me
[00:39.953]Dealt with the fake friends, dealt with the foolery
[00:41.862]Now that I'm grown usually home with the family alone
[00:44.330]And I swear that shit cool with me
[00:45.776]Grown ass men does grown man shit
[00:47.503]How you need another grown man to pay your rent
[00:49.226]That don't make no sense
[00:50.255]How they wave it and forget it
[00:51.420]And I'm more independent than most these men
[00:53.101]Pray to my knees hurt, Lord knows I done it
[00:55.057]It's a lot of loneliness on this road I'm running
[00:56.833]So high that the crash was a nose dive plummet
[00:58.797]Learn no good deed goes unpunished
[01:01.087]Only thing I need right now
[01:03.847]Is something stronger than this double Crown
[01:07.717]It's going down, down, all the way down
[01:11.354]I don't know if I can find my way out
[01:15.188]They got me taking pills that they gave me
[01:18.836]Hoping that I can feel something but I feel nothing
[01:23.782]I can't escape the memory of taking everything
[01:27.053]That was real from me, yeah I'm still nothing
[01:31.643]I don't understand why they try my patience
[01:33.140]Know I'ma wait for the right occasion
[01:35.018]I feel like I really need isolation
[01:36.751]Or the monster inside of me might awaken
[01:38.626]Look at my past and I still can't believe it
[01:40.677]My daughter she gave me a chance and a reason
[01:42.589]Most of the time I'm at war with myself
[01:44.549]Some of the time I just dance with my demons
[01:46.561]I know when I'm wrong, guilty as sinned
[01:48.342]I can't describe how I'm feeling within
[01:50.303]I just express it and askin' this question
[01:52.223]If this depression ever really will end
[01:54.238]Don't understand why I feel this way
[01:55.831]I don't understand why I feel so caged
[01:57.888]Wonder why my life always feel so staged
[01:59.848]Trying to make sure that the bills get paid
[02:01.896]Only thing I need right now
[02:04.707]Is something stronger than this double Crown
[02:08.633]It's going down, down, all the way down
[02:12.433]I don't know if I can find my way out
[02:16.089]They got me taking pills that they gave me
[02:19.595]Hoping that I can feel something but I feel nothing
[02:24.886]I can't escape the memory of taking everything
[02:28.079]That was real from me, yeah I'm still nothing
[02:32.428]Only thing I need right now
[02:34.960]Is something stronger than this double Crown
[02:38.900]It's going down, down, all the way down
[02:42.843]I don't know if I can find my way out
[02:46.633]They got me taking pills that they gave me
[02:50.054]Hoping that I can feel something but I feel nothing